ocelot22

I realized today that I miss you. I don't have any right to miss you, I know. I was horrible to you. But there it is. I miss you. You were offering me too much in a time when I could barely handle getting out of bed in the morning. When the idea of anything romantic, even just physical, scared me to death. And instead of talking to you about it, which I know I could have, I cut you off. Deleted you from my phone, my facebook, AIM. I should have just told you that I just needed to be friends a while longer. And maybe... someday, we could have had something. But I ruined it, didn't I? I stopped talking to you. That was a mistake. You were alw

So I saw this on !bekkia (https://www.deviantart.com/bekkia)'s journal. And it looked like fun ... 10 Things I Wish I Could Say to People 1. It's not that I don't want to hang out with you, but I'm sick of being the only sober one. Can't you have one night where you're not drinking or doing drugs? No? I didn't think so. 2. I'm very alright with the fact that I've never been "clubbing". The "music" in those clubs gives me a migraine. 3. I'd go dancing with you, but I don't trust you. Why? Because you're male. 4. Your daughter is screaming for a toy and what do you do? You buy it for her? Yeah, that'll fix the problem. 5. What on earth possessed you to do/write/wear/sa

So these are fun. I enjoy it. Go ahead fill it out! 1. Your Name: 2. Age: 3. Single or Taken: 4. Favourite Film: 5. Favourite Song or Album: 6. Favourite Band/Artist: 7. Dirty or Clean: 8. Tattoos and/or Piercings: 9. Do we know each other outside of dA? 10. What's your philosophy on life? 11. Is the bottle half-full or half-empty? 12. Would you keep a secret from me if you thought it was in my best interest? 13. What is your favourite memory of us? 14. What is your favourite guilty pleasure? 15. Tell me one odd/interesting fact about you: 16. You can have three wishes (for yourself, so forget all the 'world peace etc' malarke